Sunday, December 4, 2016

Jeena Isi Ka Naam Hai!!!



Stress? Strained? No Peace of mind? what is the current situation? I am unable to decipher it. Everyday I am getting surprised by what life is offering me. Series of failures now for years in succession. Why am I not authorized success? where am I going wrong? Every now and then, I see people around me growing. Growing professionally, personally, psychologically. Leaving the world behind. Friends, dear ones, buddies. seniors, juniors, loved ones, everyone. So where am I lagging? Do I really need a psychiatrist or I only need self introspection? Whom should I question my present situation of dilemma? Answers do not come from within if I question myself. My body, soul and my mind appear to be three different identities. There is a conspicuous absence of cohesion and support for each other. Hope is leading nowhere. All I see is darkness all around. In search of outer peace, I have started losing inner strength and peace. My optimism, my courage, my strength all seem to have outlived their age. Call it my inability to catch up with the pace of life. They say you must cry and burst out your emotions. But to whom? Is there anybody worth listening or understanding or sharing my pain? The pain of being honest, the pain of loving,  the pain of being myself? The confidence of doing something is fading away. Probably writing may help me come out strongly. My books are going to be my best friends. I must read daily and I must pen down my thoughts daily. Oh! The Supernatural!! Oh!! The mighty Almighty!! Guide me towards the promising future. Show me the path. Illuminate my body and my push my soul. I promise to rise potently.!!!

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